Pathetic Truth #2

As Salam and Hello.

It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go, but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

Kita memang selalu menipu diri sendiri. Selalu berada in denial. Keep saying those words 'things will get better', 'everything will go back to normal again' and so on. Padahal kita tahu realiti yang sebenarnya bertentangan dengan apa yang kita cuba yakinkan pada diri kita.

There's something in your eyes that's far too revealing
Why must it be like this a love without feelin'
Something wrong with you I know
I see it in your eyes
Believe me when I say
It's gonna be okay

Sebenarnya memang sakit bila terpaksa menipu diri sendiri. Bila hati dan otak kau langsung tak bekerjasama.

We've lost that loving touch we used to feel so much
I try to hide the truth that's in my eyes
The love without feeling
But when I feel we're not in love, I know I'm losing you
Believe me when I say
We'll work it out some way

Sakit untuk melepaskan orang yang kita sayang berlalu pergi dari hidup kita, tapi lebih sakit lagi kalau kau tahu bahawa dia hanya berpura-pura gembira berada di sisi kau dan berada dalam keadaan terpaksa, tanpa kerelaan hati.

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye

Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept. But even with all the hurt i've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.


Yeah. It's damn hard to say goodbye.



* The words in Italic are lyrics from Hard To Say Goodbye - Celine Dion.



Pathetic Truth #1